Friday, April 11, 2008

Low Iron And 31 Weeks Pregnant



Devo interrompere un lavoro non ancora iniziato per fare una riflessione, based in part on what is happening in the life of a friend of mine, a bit 'up, as usual, thinking that I am doing more.
How many people happen to be at the crossroads in life where he must choose between being a person or another? Often there are different levels: the more 'spiritual, more' material, more 'noble, more' profane, and so on.
In the case of my friend, is whether to choose a life where the self and 'more' sacrifice, but it draws a final result more 'up for people who depend on him, would in this case happiness' of a family, and an almost idyllic vision of children, homes, fields, and so 'on. He would be a bit 'diminished, but things would get very, very beautiful. Otherwise, what sacrifice 'and have a chance' to find the flame that made it unique, which made him an artist and dreamer, who was traveling the world and explore the spiritual world to find inspiration high.
course the ideal would be for all that the two could coincide. Alas, 'this does not happen often.
Personally, with all my damn faults, I have always considered the only possible way to have it both ways.
are not able to "sacrifice" I feel that my essence is not 'never betrayed, and if not, and' I can give it all to those around me. The brought her, being me, 'I wonder that every day, even in backrgound in my brain, and every day the answer is yes, I'm doing, otherwise I have to fix things to return to make sure that I do not I'm cheating on you, and I am doing what is' right thing to do for me. Only in this way ', in my opinion, I can be real with those around me.


For some, however, there is 'availability' to sacrifice 'themselves, in large measure, to ensure the happiness' of those around them.
A dear friend of mine and 'almost completely disappeared in the focus to be what could be better for its report. Rediscovered by chance if the 'same Where's My Car, strong and determined instead that normally would show the inner world, and it' felt excited, and scored a lot. In his case the two do not cancel, fortunately, but 'see, she had forgotten who it was real.
Some time ago I had a boy photographer, and it 'was found to make the choice between a strong spiritual life, among the sunflowers and love, or career as a fashion photographer who force him to choose the material. He chose the latter and so 'and is' out of the way (that is fine, except that left me a whole fucking to pay rent in Florence center, but that' another story).

And what happens if one realizes it only after, 'cause me and instead of being' heavy daily placing that question, let go, do not you think? Then what do you do when you're at that crossroads? You choose the more 'higher,' stronger, 'noble? And they are all different people with different actions. The most 'noble' is often the least selfish. Someone you have to leave, others or yourself, and what 'is a sin. These choices

then dictate the life you have, and 'obvious. But I find it fascinating that every tot's life will give us the opportunity to question, and Bisceglie, or abandon our lives. Pero ' That's when I pull out the cards and say eh, my dear, here are your choices, I say god, what I would not be in your shoes. And I say thank God that I gave up everything prior to 'the least that made me feel a traitor to myself. 'Cause if you betray yourself, sooner or later, that comes knocking yourself, and you must choose whether to push it in and tell him to be good (very noble) or if you let it out like a hurricane. And then you hope to remain strong, however, 'and continues to travel alone, with the force of his momentum. 'Cause then if you find yourself alone, alone remain. And knowing how you feel.

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